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[___thatgirl]

i've never been so torn.

i have so many things to be so happy about.
and then so many things that make me want to die.

my family is fucked up right now.
and the decision of my parents' divorce is up to me.
its not fair to be so innocent and have your life ruined at the same time.

if it wasn't for school & work to keep my mind off things,
i don't know what i would do.

i still constantly feel sick to my stomach.

reconciliations have been made with some friends,
so i thank god for that.

but anyways,
i have so many things to get done.

♥