(no subject)
I know I've been updating like crazy lately, but deal with it.
-Today I decided that...I hate bullies. Even if they're not being serious. If you're being hella rude to someone, it's rude. No way around it. I watched Jill and Allie be total sluts to Courtney. It was like one of those movies were kids get made fun of and you want to cry. It made me furious. I wanted to kill them. I don't think I've ever felt that way before. I'm going to try my absoluet best to be nice to everyone; or at least nicer.
I'm afraid of too many things. I don't know what to do about it, but I am. .frogs .dark .water .knives .backs .sharks .ALOT OF THINGS; it's pretty insane. I should really do something about that... -My grades should improve. I need to actually care. Everyone always has their little undies in a bunch, and I...don't give a heck. I don't know why. I've quit on a lot of things, I guess. Math is a fucking joke. French is even more of a joke. I'm doing well in science. History...one word: Kobs. And English is the only subject I like, and I get Ms. Delaney. Fucking insane. I give up. Photo I'm doing well in because....I just am. Study...yeah...another joke. That's the end of today's novel. Maybe.