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I just went with Chi to buy our ETD Pop tickets at Skills. I am no 77$ poorer than before. And I was already broke. D:
It should be hella fun thoughh. Ahh. I'm hella excited. So many heads are going it'll be like a giant reunion. :] The only part that sucks is that I can't bring Stephen with me. It kind of really kills the excitement. I'm going with Chi and some friends, but I'm planning on kicking it with Ken and his group. Obviously..Ken doesn't want Stephen around. I feel hella bad. Like..it's not cheating, obviously, since it's just a concert with hella people we all know. But, I still feel bad. I feel like I'm picking Ken over Stephen, and again, I hate having to be faced with this kind of stuff. Stephen's trying to be cool about it, I think, because when I ask him if he wants to go he doesn't say yes - or no, for that matter - but I don't remmeber if I even told him about the recent expansion of the Ken situation. If Stephen says he wants to go - what do I do? I don't want anything to happen to him.. And if sober!angry!Ken weren't bad enough, I don't want to know what high!angry!Ken is going to be like. I'm such a bad girlfriend..and I know it. I shouldn't be hanging out with Ken so much because he hates Stephen. Is he really a friend then? A friend should be happy for me when I find someone that makes meee so happy. Ahh. I need to get over myself.
It should be hella fun thoughh. Ahh. I'm hella excited. So many heads are going it'll be like a giant reunion. :] The only part that sucks is that I can't bring Stephen with me. It kind of really kills the excitement. I'm going with Chi and some friends, but I'm planning on kicking it with Ken and his group. Obviously..Ken doesn't want Stephen around. I feel hella bad. Like..it's not cheating, obviously, since it's just a concert with hella people we all know. But, I still feel bad. I feel like I'm picking Ken over Stephen, and again, I hate having to be faced with this kind of stuff. Stephen's trying to be cool about it, I think, because when I ask him if he wants to go he doesn't say yes - or no, for that matter - but I don't remmeber if I even told him about the recent expansion of the Ken situation. If Stephen says he wants to go - what do I do? I don't want anything to happen to him.. And if sober!angry!Ken weren't bad enough, I don't want to know what high!angry!Ken is going to be like. I'm such a bad girlfriend..and I know it. I shouldn't be hanging out with Ken so much because he hates Stephen. Is he really a friend then? A friend should be happy for me when I find someone that makes meee so happy. Ahh. I need to get over myself.