i'll never let you go...

[___synthetic]

things have been better. i suppose.
school is...eh, i really just go to fulfill the attendance requirement.
finished my research paper (!) [its not very good, but made it to 9 pgs]
no word on colleges
possibly may look into music as a major
but id have to wait anyway because i'd have to audition
on what instrument, i do not know
i want the whole science thing to work out.
i need some idea of another path to take
i plan my future way to accordingly
when i should live in the present
and not dwell on the past

i'm actually happy for valentine's day.
hopefully the weather won't be treacherous at night
i made him the most adorable ensemble of cute things.

i act like im 5
im perfectly ok with that
speaking of which, i'm wearing pjs with the feet attached to them
theyre comfy
you're jealous
i know i'd be

pleassssssssse let there be a delayed opening or snowday.
'cause i'm definitely not sleeping tonight.

see yah on the flip side