close eyes ... open mouth ... no words are escaping

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umm lets see i last updated about my boyfriend james but i guess you can say that was all shot to hell and he broke my heart ... according to him i wasnt even his girlfriend "we were just talking for a short period of time" well yea sweet right. he def. broke my heart. im so sick of thinking somethings gonna work and it doesnt. after james i started hanging out with someone and we got really close i considered it a relationship since he liked me and i liked him but i knew it wasnt going to be anything more then a hookup situation on his part so i didnt let myself get to close. im glad i didnt beacause he moved the other day and i probally wont ever see him again. i miss him, a lot actually.
so i guess you can say im broken hearted
lost someone that im really close to
and everythings just going shitty lately

saturday im going on a road trip with rachel to orlando to meet up with my cousin and shit so hopefully itll get my mind off everything thats bothering me. i really need some cheering up lately