i could really go some pizza.
today was my favourite kind of day. i woke up after noon, after falling asleep early this morning listening to jeff buckley and reading 'middlesex'. and it was a little bit cold and dark and i could smell the rain and i had the house all to myself with absolutely nothing that i needed to do. mm.
exams are over, and i cannot tell you how relieved i am. this semester has just been insane, and i can't quite put my finger on why. i'm a bit upset, because i was doing quite well in two of my subjects (not so well in the other two), but i screwed up all four of my exams so basically any hopes of a good gpa have been crushed under the weight of my own stupidity. oh, well. i don't really care right now, it just feels so good to be rid of them.
(i will care on the 5th, when we get our results, and horrible fours stare back at me and laugh themselves off the computer screen.)
the only down side of this is that now i should really start thinking about next semester, and i don't know what to do. it's not a new thing, really. heh. but i was hoping, that maybe by now i'd have some direction other than to run.
in other news, i really, really want to do something with my hair, but i can't think of anything work would let me get away with. it is driving me absolutely insane. i feel so electric, so in need of change, and fucking up my hair is usually how i deal with that. I NEED ANOTHER OUTLET ASAP.
i have so many half-plans for these holidays, oh. i'm going to be busy, but in the good way i think. sydney in less than a week. woah. then i get home, and maybe do a two-week trial at sarey's gym with jename. and mama and dadda flit off to the greek islands. crazy! i also want to get my photos organised, printing off all the good ones from the last two years. and i want to make myself pants, out of this purple plaid material i have (ahahaa). and clean my room, reorganise it, go bed shopping (finally). get my grandma to teach me how to knit, and sew. start baking again.
coldplay tomorrow night. you can laugh however much you like. i'm a little excited.