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i'm not talking to eric anymore because of things they're not important but kinda are.
i just feel really really incomplete without him. i get sick thinking about him and what he's doing.
it's just really hard. i know i have to do it, but like.. i've just been crying and upset and throwing up for the past 3 days. i hate it. and i hate everything about this. the space that we need feels so impossible for me to give him. ewhgiawhteahwihw.
fuck. my. life.
i just feel really really incomplete without him. i get sick thinking about him and what he's doing.
it's just really hard. i know i have to do it, but like.. i've just been crying and upset and throwing up for the past 3 days. i hate it. and i hate everything about this. the space that we need feels so impossible for me to give him. ewhgiawhteahwihw.
fuck. my. life.