hey guys. i'm leaving again tomorrow! this time, it's only for four days, though. on the twenty second of july, i'll be back, hopefully with an amazing experience at alfred university's creative writing institute under my belt! splendid.
i played laser tag with kristin, ryan, ian, mike, dan and eren today! it was wonderful to see them all, and finally have physical contact with eren again. yeah, yeah, my hormones are raging. then ianmikedaneren & i went back to mike's home and did nothing (except made a few XXX discoveries on mike's computer...!) for a while and then i left (but i didn't want to, because i love them all, but none more than eren, but love nonetheless) and all in all it was great. i lost at laser tag, too, which is my specialty.
this section of my livejournal = dedicated to kristin durinick! and how awesome she is. i wish i could remember all the things we laughed about... there were lots... and all were amazing in some way or another. SO YAY FOR KRISTIN, AND COMPLETELY UNDERSTANDING & SHARING THE WORKINGS OF MY BRAIN! YES!
oh, and: the craziest thing happened. i was just flipping through my journal, rereading and editting a few poems and things and i came across this page that i don't even remember writing... it's dated july fourteenth, and i have ZERO memory of ever writing it. it's not that great and everything's just kind of off about it, which leads me to believe i woke up in the middle of the night, wrote it, and fell back to sleep. it's just strange. i think if i work on it a little bit, though, it'll be a lot better. but still. kind of odd stumbling across it like that, not knowing it was there or having any inkling of ever writing it in the first place. an entire page! ok, that's it.
i'll miss you guys. and when i get back, i'm free until i leave again for the grand old state of pennsylvania! for a family reunion! hells yes!