I feel like an update,
Actually, I feel like a Rose.
Not in a bad way, but in the grumpy Rose way that silly things like chips and pop cheer her up.
Cause that was like the only thing that cheered me up today.
School was absolute crap.
I went to work last night, and at some point I woke up at 6:30 am going Yay! another half an hour of sleep! So I went back to bed, and my alarm never went off.
I woke up at 7:35.
going FUUUCK!
So I had to hurry up and get the kids ready and send them on their way.
But They didnt brush their teeth.
Oh well, what is the purpose when they went to go eat breakfast?
Yea, well, I know, Im bad.
But I know what Im doing in math, and that is very good for me, and I am good in english, cept I have to read Frankensteign 1-6.
Indenpendent Study: French 3 is great, Im going to go over some volcabulary tonight, to be ok.
And then. I aided for Ms. Meyer and Bernal.
((I will get into the "s" word in the next minute or two))
And then stuff.
Lunch was actually fun, because I am a cool girl, who sits with the Seniors Jason and Swiger. And then Joe Green. hahaa. Its fun, and its not like I really feel like sitting next to anyone else in lunch. Well. I sorta do, but I love Jason, he became one of my bestest friends. I always see him up at works and he helps me out. haha, then you cant forget the big ass games of hide and go seek we play in the dark dark auditorium.
Well after that I get to orchestra and I am so completely frustrated, cause I'm going to loose my seat to fucking freshmen. It makes me cry, cause I though I was something good. ugh. Iunno.
Then I went to band, and Pawed on The "s" word.
Oh, the "s" word.
I'm falling for the "s" word.
I think.
I have those crazy butterflies.
And then... someone came up and said someone (who was to remain anonymous, but I have a feeling she was standing there and waiting for the answer cause she wants him) Ask if I went out with the 's' word.. cause it seemed like it.
Sigh.
What the fuck am I going to do.
Im a wishful thinkerwitht he worst intentions.
I know whats so much more better for me
But then you play that 'what if' game.
Im hoping its just one of the famous Christ Flip flops.
And hopefully I will flop with the 's' word instead of keeping on flipping.
Well then, after Im in this poor shitty mood.
Megan, Kiki and Roz and I decide to go to the soccer game. And before than we all sat at the table, doing our homework like good little girls, cause Megan left. And then things got rough between me and rosalind, because she didn't want to be around people. Well we broke out of that, and just started talking baout everything, my family, mine and her problems, and then I told her about the 's' word and we started gossiping about people we hate. haha. It was great and cheered me up.
We went to the soccer game, and I had so much fun. Even if it was more for watching the 's' word and Brian play (and who to think two girls could have such woes over guys at the same game. sigh) and it was just great. I got so vicious at Garfield Heights, like when they would foul our players, I would scream things like YOUR ADOPTED! YOUR PARENTS DONT LOVE YOU! and..... haha. YOUR GIRLFRIENDS CHEATING ON YOU. I just got so vicious, but I was having a blast, being with the girlies and david. Our Admirals one, they are 3-0. And Alex and Brian got hurt, so I said Jenna and I will bake cookies.
Now Im flipping and flopping all over the place about all that jazz.
sighsighsigh.
.
I gotta get ready to go to work
<345678
Ciao chow
|edit|
Well.. I didnt put why my day was bad.. well. I was pouring my heart out last night, to my deadjournal. ryan and jeff about everything that had me so down, and ryan told me to flipping talk to the boy
Nothing is going right
We sat right next to each, and he barely acknowledge me.
And then I work of the balls to say "We really need to talk"
And he said 'mhm' and that was that.
I didnt say anything else.
I was sorta left in that depressed what the hell kind of feeling.
Hopefully tonight we can talk instead of him talking to shane while were on the phone, or Im just going to write him a letter, and that... will prolly be that....
Not in a bad way, but in the grumpy Rose way that silly things like chips and pop cheer her up.
Cause that was like the only thing that cheered me up today.
School was absolute crap.
I went to work last night, and at some point I woke up at 6:30 am going Yay! another half an hour of sleep! So I went back to bed, and my alarm never went off.
I woke up at 7:35.
going FUUUCK!
So I had to hurry up and get the kids ready and send them on their way.
But They didnt brush their teeth.
Oh well, what is the purpose when they went to go eat breakfast?
Yea, well, I know, Im bad.
But I know what Im doing in math, and that is very good for me, and I am good in english, cept I have to read Frankensteign 1-6.
Indenpendent Study: French 3 is great, Im going to go over some volcabulary tonight, to be ok.
And then. I aided for Ms. Meyer and Bernal.
((I will get into the "s" word in the next minute or two))
And then stuff.
Lunch was actually fun, because I am a cool girl, who sits with the Seniors Jason and Swiger. And then Joe Green. hahaa. Its fun, and its not like I really feel like sitting next to anyone else in lunch. Well. I sorta do, but I love Jason, he became one of my bestest friends. I always see him up at works and he helps me out. haha, then you cant forget the big ass games of hide and go seek we play in the dark dark auditorium.
Well after that I get to orchestra and I am so completely frustrated, cause I'm going to loose my seat to fucking freshmen. It makes me cry, cause I though I was something good. ugh. Iunno.
Then I went to band, and Pawed on The "s" word.
Oh, the "s" word.
I'm falling for the "s" word.
I think.
I have those crazy butterflies.
And then... someone came up and said someone (who was to remain anonymous, but I have a feeling she was standing there and waiting for the answer cause she wants him) Ask if I went out with the 's' word.. cause it seemed like it.
Sigh.
What the fuck am I going to do.
Im a wishful thinkerwitht he worst intentions.
I know whats so much more better for me
But then you play that 'what if' game.
Im hoping its just one of the famous Christ Flip flops.
And hopefully I will flop with the 's' word instead of keeping on flipping.
Well then, after Im in this poor shitty mood.
Megan, Kiki and Roz and I decide to go to the soccer game. And before than we all sat at the table, doing our homework like good little girls, cause Megan left. And then things got rough between me and rosalind, because she didn't want to be around people. Well we broke out of that, and just started talking baout everything, my family, mine and her problems, and then I told her about the 's' word and we started gossiping about people we hate. haha. It was great and cheered me up.
We went to the soccer game, and I had so much fun. Even if it was more for watching the 's' word and Brian play (and who to think two girls could have such woes over guys at the same game. sigh) and it was just great. I got so vicious at Garfield Heights, like when they would foul our players, I would scream things like YOUR ADOPTED! YOUR PARENTS DONT LOVE YOU! and..... haha. YOUR GIRLFRIENDS CHEATING ON YOU. I just got so vicious, but I was having a blast, being with the girlies and david. Our Admirals one, they are 3-0. And Alex and Brian got hurt, so I said Jenna and I will bake cookies.
Now Im flipping and flopping all over the place about all that jazz.
sighsighsigh.
.
I gotta get ready to go to work
<345678
Ciao chow
|edit|
Well.. I didnt put why my day was bad.. well. I was pouring my heart out last night, to my deadjournal. ryan and jeff about everything that had me so down, and ryan told me to flipping talk to the boy
Nothing is going right
We sat right next to each, and he barely acknowledge me.
And then I work of the balls to say "We really need to talk"
And he said 'mhm' and that was that.
I didnt say anything else.
I was sorta left in that depressed what the hell kind of feeling.
Hopefully tonight we can talk instead of him talking to shane while were on the phone, or Im just going to write him a letter, and that... will prolly be that....