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things feel very different to me right now. i dont think i like me anymore...im going to have to make some changes soon.
yesterday i got so high, and i just started to think. i wish that i knew what i wanted for myself. i think i do, but im always to afraid to assert myself, and go for what i want. things are going to change, im going to start turning my life around and just throw myself into what i love. im going to try to spend less time in my bed and jump into the world again. im starting to wonder... what happened to the social butterfly i used to be?
yesterday i got so high, and i just started to think. i wish that i knew what i wanted for myself. i think i do, but im always to afraid to assert myself, and go for what i want. things are going to change, im going to start turning my life around and just throw myself into what i love. im going to try to spend less time in my bed and jump into the world again. im starting to wonder... what happened to the social butterfly i used to be?