Wondering what love is, and why it has to end...
I'm having a bad day.
Life is such a fucking piece of shit.
I feel so hurt and lost.
All I have is music. I don't even have myself anymore.
Write later.
Life is such a fucking piece of shit.
I feel so hurt and lost.
All I have is music. I don't even have myself anymore.
Write later.
Id definatly go back with him..If it was that perfect..((by the way, your names together sound so adorable)) I know fights are awful and me and my ex boyfriend used to fight alot at the end of our relationship and then we finally broke up. Was the hook up you had just a hook up after you broke up with Jack?.. Just for comfort, that didnt mean much? I can understand why he'd be mad. Oh and your mom doesnt like him much anymore? Ha, maybe thats how all moms are.. my mother hates my ex boyfriend for making me cry and torn competely in two. But you should really try to make it work because i know the feeling of everything feeling perfect and i wish i could go back and fix things or have things be like you and jack now with michael ((my ex)). Take advantage of the fact that he still really does care about you..you'll be even more crushed if he turns his back on you.. Being that hurt is awful, to be so scared to feel that terrible you cant even go back to the preson that made you the most happy. :-/.. Id take it slow.. he definatly sounds like a keeper from the little bit that you just told me..Try and make it work.. and remember every relationship takes work..so if it seems hard for a little bit..thats okay things do get better when you stick it out..Michael used to think about all the great times when we used to be alone and it used to make him feel like everything that was wrong between us was okay because the "great times" were so unbelieveable it made everything worth it..
gah. Was that too long or preachy? Im sorry..
Maybe one day I shall tell you about my mess of a relationship.
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Jack and Stephanie. Haha never thought about our names sounding adorable. Thanks though.Yeah my mom can't stand him. She couldn't stand him while we were dating. The hook-up after we broke up was pretty meaningless. I was lonely and just wanted somebody. The guy and I were really good friends..but we haven't talked in a while.Oh I love the way I feel when I'm with him. I hate the person I am without him. I'm willing to give my all to make it work. The "great times" are what we talk about when we lay in his bed. It makes me feel wonderful that he remembers the little things.
It wasn't too long or preachy. Just right.
I'd love to hear your story.
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thanks for everything.
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