-EDITED COPY OF OLD JOURNAL ENTRY-
ALIGHT BABE, I TOLD YOU THAT I WAS GONNA PUT MY USING DAYS OUT THERE SO THAT THERE WERE NO SECRETS OF ANY KIND...SO HERE YOU GO:
12/1/04, 1/18/05, 1/19/05, 1/20/05, 1/21/05, 1/24/05, 1/27/05, 1/28/05, 1/29/05, 2/1/05, 2/2/05, 2/3/05, 2/4/05, 2/7/05, 2/8/05, 2/9/05, 2/14/05, 2/16/05, 2/17/05, 2/24/05, 2/25/05, 2/26/05, 2/27/05, 2/28/05, 3/1/05, 3/2/05, 3/3/05, 3/4/05, 3/5/05, 3/6/05, 3/7/05, 3/8/05, 3/9/05, 3/10/05, 3/11/05, 3/14/05, 3/15/05, 3/16/05, 3/17/05, 3/18/05, 3/19/05, 3/20/05, 3/21/05, 3/22/058, 3/23/05, 3/24/05, 3/25/05, 3/26/05, 3/27/05, 3/28/05, 3/29/05, 3/30/05, 3/31/05, 4/1/05, 4/2/05, 4/3/05...INSTEAD OF PUTTING ALL THE DATES, LET'S JUST SAY THAT I'VE USED EVERY DAY OF EVERY MONTH UP TO JUNE 3, 2005 AND CONTINUED ON JUNE 7, 2005 AND HONESTLY, THERE IS JUST GONNA BE MORE DAYS TO ADD AS TIME GOES ON....
I'LL KEEP THIS UPDATED SO THINGS STAY OUT IN THE OPEN, ALRIGHT BABE!
ALRIGHT BABE, CHECK THIS OUT...TODAY (march 25,05) IS THE LAST DAY THAT I USED DOPE. AFTER SPENDING ALMOST EVERYDAY THINKING ABOUT OUR CONVERSATION LAST SUNDAY, AND HOW YOU SAID, "BABE, I'M GONNA NEED YOUR HELP!" SOMETHING FINALLY CLICKED IN ME AND MY WHOLE OUTLOOK ON MY LIFE HAS CHANGED. I KNOW I'VE SAID THIS SHIT SO MANY TIMES, BUT NOW I'M GONNA PROVE MY WORDS...NOT ONLY TO YOU BABE, BUT TO MY FAMILY (MOSTLY MY GRAMS, POPS, AND MY MOM), TO MY BEST FRIENDS WHO HAVE BEEN BY MY SIDE THROUGH EVERYTHING, TO ALL THE FUCKERS WHO DOUBT ME, AND WHO LOOK DOWN ON ME AS A PERSON, BECAUSE OF MY ADDICTION!
DON'T EVEN TRIP BABY BOY, I'M ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU. I'LL DO WHATEVER I GOTTA DO IN ORDER FOR ME TO BE ABLE TO SUPPORT YOU AND BE THERE FOR YOU. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL OF MY HEART, AND FOR YOU, MY LOVE WILL NEVER DIE, IT WILL ONLY GROW STRONGER.