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Apr 04, 2009 18:24

I wish there was a way to describe the way I feel right now
its like, i'm in a room with the lights off. I'm not sure what to reach for.
Its not like everything is a dead end. I could be really dramatic and say yeah everything has been a dead end, but its not. Its like opening different windows, each window has a different view, but the breeze stings or the windows just slam shut.
I just don't know where to go next..
I had a conversation with someone last night, and they were saying how in college, you date people.. and everyone says they're not looking for something serious, but if you find it. you found it and you only want them. It's like the end of the movie Wicker Park, after everything that had happened, they just saw each other and it was it. It was love.
I don't even know if I want that now, it just gets lonely in the dark..
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