Sep 25, 2004 18:14
I wanna grow, old with you. and I, want you to hold me, forever.
Tonight was so much fun. I went to the movies with Susie Ryan and Rob. I'm so glad everyone gets along. I can't believe Rob's going to be gone, hopefully not forever. It feels so cool to be with someone who doesn't care what people think, and doesn't make fun of you or make you feel stupid. who has fun. Reality really hit me today though, he's really going to be gone in less than 2 months. I guess I was hoping he'd laug hall of a sudden and tell me it was ajoke, or that he was gunna stay, because well... thats what should happen. but nope, its all true, he'll be gone soon. and its so hard not to think about but I'm going to try.