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umm i really dont know right now.
ehh its so hard like being around him and not holding his hand or holding him or kissing him or loving him
i hate it so much, but at the same time i know its for the best... :-/
it sucks, and i want him to call me. and he wont.
i just miss it somedays...
and its weird how my phone will ring with the text message ring and i will automatically think of him because he texted me everyday and now its not him, its always someone else, ehhh. i feel like a horrible person sometimes especially when im with other guys around him.
i hate feeling this way and i dont get how i miss it so much when it was barely anything at all.
whatever. the show tonight freaking ruled.
and... THANK YOU BRENDAN KEITH MALONE for getting me in for free. your the best. but i didnt even get to see you!!:(
umm i danced it up. i bring the effin breakdown nigga.
and afterward me and kelly and raychel and paul and jermey went to like some haunted thing it was freaking scarey. we didnt stay so we're going back later.
and now, im just on here with my beautiful little kitty on my lap loving me, and thats all i need :) and my best friend matttt krik and myriah and kelly and meghan and summer and kaydie and ashley and renae and everyone i saw tonight that i love so much.
kay bye.
p.s. i got my hurrr did. the end.
someone save me.