Dec 26, 2006 13:29
Why do I have nothing to do!
Actually, to be honest, Its not like I have nothing to do, I just don't want to do anything.
I dislike Coffs and the people in it.
I don't like going out here, hence that is why I don't drink when I'm in Coffs/ don't go out at all.
I don't miss uni people, or uni .... I am just waiting for Sydney.
I have found that I have had alot of time to reflect and think about somethings since I have been on holidays.
I have found out somethings that I dislike about myself and who I am becoming as a person and as a friend.
Then again, I am assessing new friendships and old friendships, and working out which ones I want to maintain and work harder at maintaining.
I've been thinking that if your "friends" don't like you for who you are, all your faults included, not who they think you should be, then they are not worth knowing or having a friendship with at all.
People grow apart, and thats that.
You can't force a friendship.
Its a mutual agreement.
You have to have things in common to make it work.