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For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.
Everything is so crazy right now. I start school in the spring. It's crazy to think that I' finally doing it.
I'll be twenty in pretty much a week. I can't believe how much I've learned about myself in such a little time. Someone told me today "you are who you are no matter where you live " and he is honestly right I am Dominique. I will always be Dominique. But also that he is proud of me and how much I matured. It's so nice to be told to "always stay golden" and I will forever have love in my heart for him. I always doubted myself my whole life, I always fell back on to my nanny as a safety net but I refuse to do this now. I'm going to jax to visit around the 5th to see my family/a few people and someone special. I'm also getting the rest of my belongings since I'm getting an apartment in Clemson.. at least I hope! We just need to find a place thats in the right location since every stupid place thats open is near a frat house and I would prefer not to live by one... but that's downtown Clemson for you. I'm just so thankful to have people in my life that want to help me get my education and who want only the best for me.
I haven't smoked in over 3 months.
I haven't had alcohol in 8 weeks.
Like it's great and I'm so proud of myself.
I use to go to smoking when I was stressed out or worried like I just used it as an outlet and I'm glad I found different tactics to do when I get stressed out.
I'm honestly just happy and blessed.
All I want right now is to just save $$$ and become a better person.
I'm so nervous to hang out with someone in jax. Like I can't even express how happy I am to see him! yay!
I'm now going to ride the bicycle down to the river. I love the crisp weather hereeee!
I get to go shopping for winter cloths! yay! I might just break down and buy ugly uggs since I could actually get use out of them here...
Everything is so crazy right now. I start school in the spring. It's crazy to think that I' finally doing it.
I'll be twenty in pretty much a week. I can't believe how much I've learned about myself in such a little time. Someone told me today "you are who you are no matter where you live " and he is honestly right I am Dominique. I will always be Dominique. But also that he is proud of me and how much I matured. It's so nice to be told to "always stay golden" and I will forever have love in my heart for him. I always doubted myself my whole life, I always fell back on to my nanny as a safety net but I refuse to do this now. I'm going to jax to visit around the 5th to see my family/a few people and someone special. I'm also getting the rest of my belongings since I'm getting an apartment in Clemson.. at least I hope! We just need to find a place thats in the right location since every stupid place thats open is near a frat house and I would prefer not to live by one... but that's downtown Clemson for you. I'm just so thankful to have people in my life that want to help me get my education and who want only the best for me.
I haven't smoked in over 3 months.
I haven't had alcohol in 8 weeks.
Like it's great and I'm so proud of myself.
I use to go to smoking when I was stressed out or worried like I just used it as an outlet and I'm glad I found different tactics to do when I get stressed out.
I'm honestly just happy and blessed.
All I want right now is to just save $$$ and become a better person.
I'm so nervous to hang out with someone in jax. Like I can't even express how happy I am to see him! yay!
I'm now going to ride the bicycle down to the river. I love the crisp weather hereeee!
I get to go shopping for winter cloths! yay! I might just break down and buy ugly uggs since I could actually get use out of them here...