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Jan 28, 2005 21:20

Wow, crazy day. I was very depressed all day. Dunno why, either, just was. And I had to walk home from the bus stop in that hxc rain, it was crazy.
When I got home, I dunno what happened to me, but I took a whole lot of these pills. I have no idea why, I just did. My body took over me. My mind said no, but my body said yes, and my body won. It was weird. It took a while for them to finally kick in. I remember hopping out of the shower, then all of a sudden, my whole body went numb, I felt really nauscious and light headed, and I was twitching around. But then I threw up, and I felt kinda better. Hahah. My hands and a few other parts on me (NOT DIRTY PARTS SICKOS) are kinda tingly, but it's going away. Dunno if anything else'll happen.

But anyways, i'm feeling better now, not as depressed, but still a little. Ahaha, i'm gonna try and get drunk later on tonight. It's great, my mom's gone for the whole night until tomorrow, my dad's sleeping, and by 11 my brother's going to a strip club. Pefecttttt. Then I'll know how you were feeling, Dhani.

Practice tomorrow. We're starting at 11:30. SO. EARLY!

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wow i'm drunk lol now i kno how you dfeltd dhani
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