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Last nite was gah... fucked up... Blake and i had long talk and.. we both cried and shit.. i love him to death.. hes GREAT freind to me.. and brooke and i and blake talked.. abt his sitiuation... *sighs* the feelings mutural(sp?) blake and i webcamed.. last nite.. and b4... and i saw it.. ive done it b4.. ive been trying to stop.. and so far i didnt do it again bc i avoid it.. hmm i dont know what to say im just BLANK today... you know? but i promise ill write more later but.. right now.. im blank... i love u all...

blake i love u
brooke i love u 2..

<3 dezzi