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I didn't go to Karl's wake today.
I couldn't find a ride.
That pisses me off.
Why did I give up my car so easily? why did i believe everyone when they said it'd make everything easier. I could have fixed it. it would have been worth it to ME. I don't know. Anyways. I'm trying to broaden my horizons and shit. Making some friends i guess. idk. karl's death affected me way more than i thought it would. i mean, i barely got out of bed today. i didn't even want to. i'm tired. but i slept until like 3pm. i don't even know. now my apartment is like, upset with me because i don't want to play an rpg game. like. no shit i don't, today is a hard day for me.
i just want February to come so I can be in Utah.
I couldn't find a ride.
That pisses me off.
Why did I give up my car so easily? why did i believe everyone when they said it'd make everything easier. I could have fixed it. it would have been worth it to ME. I don't know. Anyways. I'm trying to broaden my horizons and shit. Making some friends i guess. idk. karl's death affected me way more than i thought it would. i mean, i barely got out of bed today. i didn't even want to. i'm tired. but i slept until like 3pm. i don't even know. now my apartment is like, upset with me because i don't want to play an rpg game. like. no shit i don't, today is a hard day for me.
i just want February to come so I can be in Utah.