Aug 12, 2006 19:39
and guess whos home. its so pathetic, i mean really. i never write in this thing anymore but it helps sometimes. i should be out w/ my friends. the ones who never call. nice huh? i dont think i need better friends, but the ones ive got...ughhhhhh. this stupid eljay is good only for sitting and complaining about shit when nobody else wants to hear it. i doubt a lot of my friends. well some. its pretty gay when nobody calls you or anything. anyone would be pissed if they were me right now. but suprisingly im just sad. and a little lonely. hopefully this year isnt complete bullshit like last year was. then again, it is me. and its nova. so itll probably be just as stupid. =/
birthdays coming up. this should be good. i always hate it, and i dont really know why. it wont be anything special. nothings planned, or at least i really doubt it. i shouldnt plan anything for other people anymore because its like ill do it, and then i get nothing out of it later. not that i do things just to get something back, but when i bust my ass for it, itd be nice. TAXI is on hbo.
best part about these is that nobody will read it. so nobody will actually see anyofthis.
everyones out, nobody calls. i could just be the backup friend.