hey
hey. so i weighed in today at 135. so nothing has changed, i know i just have to be patient. mmm...so yeah. i fasted for 24 hours. it went pretty good. i wanted to go longer, isn't that the way it always is though. i miss that so much...that feeling. i broke it with an apple then shortly after i had some thai soup w/out the oil. i know that with the oil it's 170 calories. all was wonderful, then i went to see my boyfriend, we went out for some drinks. i had two white russians and a beer. i have a minor drinking problem. i really need to have at least one after working all day. (i'm a nanny to four kids, that would drive anyone to drink, lol). on the weekends i polish off quite a bit. i pretty must feel like i'm canceling out any fasting i'm doing with all that fatty booze. this morning i've already had some whole wheat toast with peanut butter because i had to take some annaprox. today i will have a banana, a yogurt and an apple, maybe a salad for supper. then i want to fast again. i would like to start a 48 hour fast tonite. but the thing is i've been invited out for drinks on friday night. oh the moral dillemas! :P anyways i have to go tend to the chilrens.
_xoxo_
_xoxo_