dear mom

[___scenedrama]

i hate how you think it's acceptable to ignore the problem
i hate how you think it's acceptable to ignore everything that isn't good to you
i hate your method of dealing with me
i hate your standards for me, and how they're so high
i hate your 'dissapointed' look
and how it burns into me
i hate how im not a lawyer
or doctor
or a success
and i hate that you hate that too