unsent letter.
dear you,
while it may look appealing to pull off the bad-ass persona, it gets old after a while. and just because you're now considered an 'adult', it doesn't mean anything -- you still, obviously, have some growing up to do. you don't have to constantly be so bitter and apathetic. and as far as what i've learned from you -- i've learned how to be ruthless, hurt peoples' feelings, and destroy friendships.
i know you're a headstrong person and you're not going to take any of this to heart -- probably just look at it and laugh. but it really does hurt that you'd be so quick as to judge and downsize me like you did.. when you know damn good and well i'm not spoiled or conceited.
i'm very grateful for all i have and try to never take it for granted. i know i'm not the perfect responsible adult yet, but why should i be? i'm sixteen, and i'm still in school. is it really my fault i have parents that are good to me and do their best to love and support me? there's nothing wrong with that and i hope i can be successful and provide for my child/children like they did.
but despite whatever you must think of me, i've always looked up to you for many things in the past, however, not when you treat me, or others, like shit. sorry, but a real friend wouldn't do that to me. i can get a dose of reality for myself and figure out my own life, just as you did.
i appreciate the lecture but if you actually cared as a friend, you could've gone about things in a nicer manner or better yet, if the way i live my life bothers you so much than you could've stopped faking a friendship -- which i'm guessing should've been done a while back anyhow. sorry i thought you were a friend and actually cared. thought you knew me better than that.
kindof funny to think i used to have a little crush on you.
xoxo
me.
while it may look appealing to pull off the bad-ass persona, it gets old after a while. and just because you're now considered an 'adult', it doesn't mean anything -- you still, obviously, have some growing up to do. you don't have to constantly be so bitter and apathetic. and as far as what i've learned from you -- i've learned how to be ruthless, hurt peoples' feelings, and destroy friendships.
i know you're a headstrong person and you're not going to take any of this to heart -- probably just look at it and laugh. but it really does hurt that you'd be so quick as to judge and downsize me like you did.. when you know damn good and well i'm not spoiled or conceited.
i'm very grateful for all i have and try to never take it for granted. i know i'm not the perfect responsible adult yet, but why should i be? i'm sixteen, and i'm still in school. is it really my fault i have parents that are good to me and do their best to love and support me? there's nothing wrong with that and i hope i can be successful and provide for my child/children like they did.
but despite whatever you must think of me, i've always looked up to you for many things in the past, however, not when you treat me, or others, like shit. sorry, but a real friend wouldn't do that to me. i can get a dose of reality for myself and figure out my own life, just as you did.
i appreciate the lecture but if you actually cared as a friend, you could've gone about things in a nicer manner or better yet, if the way i live my life bothers you so much than you could've stopped faking a friendship -- which i'm guessing should've been done a while back anyhow. sorry i thought you were a friend and actually cared. thought you knew me better than that.
kindof funny to think i used to have a little crush on you.
xoxo
me.