Dec 02, 2004 14:41
everything is so crazy. like you and me and the cosmic forces that made us become one and never let our hearts drop to the ground because if they did the dirt and lesser love of the others would melt with what we already made.
one. two. three. four.
collide. collide. collide with me my secret agent lover man.
maybe then i won’t be afraid to fall or slip or whatever it is people do when love grabs hold of them and never lets go. maybe hearts were never really meant to stay in just one person. they melt together with others and once they’re gone we start to miss the effect they had. like when waves crash and crash and never stop beause they know that the sand missed her and the way she feels against his skin is something no one else can describe or feel. i wonder if the cosmic forces are always working with us instead of against. but maybe i’m the one pushing against instead of forward like i should be.
no one ever said that love was easy and there was never anything to hold back.
inhale. exhale. inhale. exhale.
it’s like the way a cigarette feels in your lungs.
soothing the anxiety and jelousness of things to come and the way he looked at her when we were in line getting our coffee to go. things never come easy. you never were easy to catch. to hold on to. to let things fall into place making things much more easy then the way you always touched me.
i can tell now you were dangerous. and your words were never really there but always left an inprint on my lips.
inhale. exhale.
never stop. never surrender.
but maybe stop to fall in love again only to see your heart on the floor next to the one person who you never wanted to give it to in the first place.