Nov 25, 2004 20:05
Happy thanksgiving everyone!! Mine was alright. Except for the food but we won’t get into that. Let’s just say I’m having another feast tomorrow when my mom cooks everything. Yeah I’m a happy camper now. So let’s get into what I have to be thankful for shall we.
My mom and dad. Although they can get under my skin more then anyone I still love them no matter what. And no matter how much their words cut deep. It’s something I can live with and handle because that the reason they say things is in the heat of the moment and they just don’t know what else to say or how to handle it. My mom is so strong and my dad is even stronger for putting up with her. It’s not a put down it’s just the truth. My mom makes me a lot stronger. She’s been through so much in her childhood that no one can even compare too. It’s hard to believe that she is the person she is now. Although she never gives herself the credit she deserves. She’s come a long way and I give her so much credit for doing everything she can to make myself and my brothers and sister have the best we can have. Even though my dad is only my step dad he’s been there for me ever since I could remember. I never even called him by his first name. It was always dad and always will be. I love him to death. He makes me laugh and smile and he’s goofy and knows great music. We love music. I love the way he’s always singing a song no matter where he is. Sometimes it’s even a Hillary Duff song. He makes my days go by faster and I always have something new to learn from him. Both of my parents are strong and I’m so glad I have them in my life.
My brothers and sister. I don’t know what I would do without them. I seriously love my twin brother to death. He’s my best friend. He’s my other half, the other strength I need in my life to get me by. He’s just amazing all on his own and is the funniest person I know. He makes my day so much better if I’m sad and constantly has something funny to say. He’s my rock and if I ever lost him I would just die. Die inside because he is my other backbone. And my sister. Even though we fight about stupid shit I love her no matter what. We always have each others back. If she’s crying I’m there for her, if she wants something I’ll get it for her. If she needs the shirt off of my back I’d gladly give it to her. She’s just so special to me. Plus it’s always fun having some sister secrets in there. And my litter brother. He’s annoying at times but I love him too. I’m the only one who will sit and play video games with him. I’d do anything for my siblings and I know they’d do the same for me.
Sam. Fucking Christ I love that girl so fucking much. We’ve been through so much this past year. So much that best friends never would have gone through. But being us and making the deacons we do, we’ve gotten in some shit. But we’ve made it through. Even if we had a little break in there. There is nothing I wouldn’t do for that chic. She’s like a sister to me. We have our good and bad times and everything in-between. But we always know why we do it and we’re always there for each other no matter what. She’s the only one who gets any of my jokes and we always have that way of looking at each other to where we know exactly what the other person is thinking. I love that. And our inside jokes are never ending. We’re always laughing and always finding something exciting to do. With her I’m completely myself. She gets me inside and out and I get her. She’s my other half. My person I go to when the whole world has closed me out. I love her to death. I’ll always be there for her.
Tommy. What can I say about Tommy? I think I have too much to say about him. But I can leave it to the minimum. I love him. That’s it. I love him more then anything. Even though he’s miles away I’ll always love him. He’s taught me so much and he’s made me less afraid of the impossible. I’d do anything for him. Anything. We don’t talk that much and I miss him a lot. And I’m not totally over him yet but it’s ok because time will pass. He’s just amazing and funny and gorgeous and everything you could ever ask for. He never ceases to amaze me. I’ve been looking around for someone like him for a while and I found him and I never want to let him go. He has my heart. And he always will.
I love everything. Ohh and I love everyone else. I LOVE SOFIEE!! Cause she’s my best friend from across the seas. Even if she doesn’t consider me one. You should all love her cause she really is one of a kind. Plus her letters are a crack up. She’s the best.
We take life for granted. And I’ve still got a while to go. If you got this far thanks. If