ohh goodness...haha.
nothing mcuh has happened except for school and what not.
my parents are going to leave for boston next week thursday for a week. i'm going to miss them. well my mom mostly. dammit. but good news, i have two job interviews! tomorrow and sunday. i'm excited. i really need another job. plus christmas is comming up soon and what not so it'll be nice to have some cash.
i painted pottery with char today. i made my mom some coasters which i am giving her for christmas. if i don't start painting early i'll never get in. it gets crazy at christmas time! sheesh. but that also means good tips. ahh how i love tips. haha. my mom almost had a heart attack because i was actually doing homework. she's so crazy but i love her.
i'm actually ok. life is good. but i'm still kind of dying insdie. for reasons i won't list down. and for reasons i don't want to get into. but it'll get better. everything has to get better somehow. nothing can be so horrible forever. fuckfuckfuckfuckfufckfuckfuck.
god i love how things don't work out.
my parents are going to leave for boston next week thursday for a week. i'm going to miss them. well my mom mostly. dammit. but good news, i have two job interviews! tomorrow and sunday. i'm excited. i really need another job. plus christmas is comming up soon and what not so it'll be nice to have some cash.
i painted pottery with char today. i made my mom some coasters which i am giving her for christmas. if i don't start painting early i'll never get in. it gets crazy at christmas time! sheesh. but that also means good tips. ahh how i love tips. haha. my mom almost had a heart attack because i was actually doing homework. she's so crazy but i love her.
i'm actually ok. life is good. but i'm still kind of dying insdie. for reasons i won't list down. and for reasons i don't want to get into. but it'll get better. everything has to get better somehow. nothing can be so horrible forever. fuckfuckfuckfuckfufckfuckfuck.
god i love how things don't work out.