Fasting Day 1

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Okay, so I officially started my fasting for 40 days today... i took a nap and i already dreamt that I was tearing up a steak. I mean this is going to be super super super hard but I think that maybe I can do it. I am having trouble deciding on weather i should start now, or start later...like after I get to L.A..... oh yeah, I'm moving to Los Angeles. Well anyways, since I wont be living with my lovely Latin Fmailia I won't have to worry about eating a lot of meat and I can focus on being a vegetarian for real this time, and so I should just eat whatever now... while I can vs NOT eating it now and later when I want to I can't... at least i'll be denied the pleasure of eating a free meal when i'm in L.A. unless I find a sugar daddy.

but don't get me wrong. That's not what I'm going there for. I'm going over there to start over and be independent 110% x's a billion. .... omg i just ate this amazing pastelito from Miami. UGH!!!! I miss the pasteles de guayava so bad! SEE? this is EXACTLY my point I live in Mobile, AL and who wouldn't want to eat one of those?! But they CAN'T cause Miami is the shit and they don't have things here like they do in Miami. So why fast now when it's totally awesome to eat free good latin food when in 11 days you're going to be in Los Angeles, Mexico City, living with American's a billion trillion miles away from Miami and the foods you love.

ok, seriously.. this needs to stop... i'm writing about FOOD? wtf.

k bye! :)