Mar 20, 2009 14:17
*I want adventure in the great wide some where, i want it more than I can tell... and for once it might be grand, to have someone understand I want so much more than they have planned.*
It's such a nice day. I wish I had more friends that I can go do fun active stuff like go to the beach and go camping and such. I think im going to have to do that kind of stuff by myself but it sucks.
What I did today on this nice day
I washed my car for a while, later i'm going to hang out with someone and possibly get Twilight at Midnight tonight.
I feel like im missing out on life and im tired of being indoors. I dont have anymoney but the best things are free. I'm going to take advantage of the fact I am currently not working and im going to have adventures even if i'm by myself. I hope this entry doesn't make anyone mad because it's not intended to this is soley concerning alex. I am currently re-evaluating my life goals, dirrections, and things I want to do by the time i'm old if i'm graced with that blessing.
There's something different about this Spring, I don't know what it is yet, but I think i am ging to like it. I don't have a feeling for summer as of yet, but spring.. yes. *cheesy grin*
Though I love New Orleans I realized that I only wanted to move there because the boys liked me haha :) and I liked them back- really it's just run down. I LOVE NOLA don't get me wrong but I think it's better in a party setting with all of your friends all getting as trashed as you are.. otherwise i think it'll just be too too crazy. I used to think i only want to live in the City but really.. what's so bad about the open land?.. I don't know it's just a thought.
Another thought that has been plauging me recently is the Navy. For some rediculous reason I am considering the possibilities and outcomes of joining civil service or what have you. I wouldn't mind moving as I do like to move to different places- the hells week i don't know about.. and I don't think I can last long trying to act straight for 8 weeks or more... or.... forever. who knows???
I'm just tired of being indoors.. life is to be explored and enjoyed! i feel like im not doing either. I can't wait until I can travel. My name's Alex Perez and I will end up in Santorini, Greece
<3 peace.