Wow, maybe dying would almost be better then all this crap...

[___rose]

So yeah, i'm not gonna go into it all, but this past weekend was by far...the worst weekend of my life! It started out crappy on Friday, and then OMG, and as time progressed...everything just turned to shit. I really thought that life sucked before, and was hard and complicated before...and now wow, was i wrong. Just when i thought my life, and all the drama in it, couldn't get any worse....of course it does. I just want to say that i honestly have the WORST luck in the world....and yeah Karma is a BITCH! So either this weekend was like a freak accident in the universe, and things all just "happened" to go against my favor this weekend...or its really that like God must hate me this week, or must be like punishing me for something horrible i've done. I'm kinda thinking its the God thing...like really...he must be punishing me for something...cuz everything and everyone in the world just seems to be against me...and i know i always say that like when things seem hard at the time...but now like when ur entire weekend is soo completely shitty,and everything that can go wrong, does go wrong, then wow yeah...enough said about that. So yeah, i don't really want to, nor can i really talk about all the crap that went on this weekend, but yeah....everything just SUCKED! And really sometimes i wonder if all this crap is even worth it...

~Kelly~