toncilitis

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Yeah so this week has sucked. For everyone who doesn't already know I had toncilis this past week and a half. Ever since last thursday i've been sick. Not like a fever and coughing. It was the worst i've ever felt since I had strept, last year. I haven't been in school since thursday but I went home that day sick anyway. I finally got all of my work I've missed and have to do that. I'm missing my guard competitions this weekend, missed my last few hockey games ='[, and i couldn't even eat or drink right. It hurt soo badly I was in so much pain. Before I wasn't talking either (ha you know something is wrong with me if i'm not talking) then I started sounding like a deaf person. Oh yeah since I wasn't eating I went to the drs twice. He weighed me both times. Normally i'm 128lbs good size right? I go there and I'm 126lbs, second i'm 124lbs, yesterday I weighed myself at 122lbs, today 120.5lbs. Yeah that's like crash dieting the bad way. Although today is my lowest weight I feel 95% better then ever. I can talk normall again, and eat/drink. Still have to take these huge pills, but that's fine with me. If I didn't get any better then the dr said he might have to lance my toncils. It's not taking them out but its cutting them to let my glands, well, breathe. I had the hardest time breathing too. I'm glad it's hopefully all over. On monday I find out if I actually have to get the surgery. Well if not I'll be back in school on monday, yay (not). Although it was kinda boring just sleeping all day, watching the food netmork about food I couldn't eat anyway, and trying to swallow the smallest pill ever (the first set of pills I was taking) to help me. So yeah I'm not dead lol, I was just extremely sick. Thank you to everyone who gave me "feel better" messages and whatnot, I appreciated it alot. Love you ouall, Ber♥!

ps. Never drink apple juice when you are trying to drink something just for the hell of it, when you have tonciliis, not a good idea, not a good idea at all. Haha.