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j.hub and i watched dead end tonight with our fave guys bentley and the other justin...whom both have the mentality of 3 year olds, but i love them...they make me laugh...alot...except tonight...i was genuinely scared. i can't wait for summer to come back around...i just realized that i haven't written in here since post summer, when it was all fresh. i wrote about my jake moments and my florida moments, and then i quit writing due to heavy involvement and now i'm back...2 months away from florida...past hating jake...it's wonderful...i called jon tonight, too!...that took alot...and i think we came to terms...things are so hard, and it'd be too hard to try to even talk about it...two seperate lives right now, i miss jenna. i guess i always do, i always miss something...but what can you do?...just be thankful that you have so many people to love and so many things to smile about...and i am, very thankful.
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