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Today is the last day of summer. I feel it fading away with every minute. And I'm remembering every memory. I know I am not ready to let go of everything that has happened. The people, the places..I've fallen in love and gotten hurt. I've laughed, I've cried, I've gotten drunk, been completely sober..and I've realized that this is what summer should be. The ups and downs that make its own story. It seems like this summer has been a whole lifetime, and I feel the changes in myself that have developed over the past few months. I'm greatful for this summer. It's turned my life around completely. I can feel it sinking into my mind and tying knots in my stomach, it's like a film over my skin that will never wash clean.
I know I will remember this one forever. I smile every time I recall the times I spent with the angels I've grown close with. I really feel like I have stability. I have people to love.
I've found a best friend, and a lover, and someone I can spill my heart out to.
Even after all this, I can also say I am terrified to let this leave. I am pulling at the sleeves of this season and clinging to it with everything I have. I am afraid to lose everything I have gained, to lose the true happiness I have experienced, all to the cold gray walls of a school.
So much for a positive outlook.
Goodbye summer.
Thanks for everything.
I know I will remember this one forever. I smile every time I recall the times I spent with the angels I've grown close with. I really feel like I have stability. I have people to love.
I've found a best friend, and a lover, and someone I can spill my heart out to.
Even after all this, I can also say I am terrified to let this leave. I am pulling at the sleeves of this season and clinging to it with everything I have. I am afraid to lose everything I have gained, to lose the true happiness I have experienced, all to the cold gray walls of a school.
So much for a positive outlook.
Goodbye summer.
Thanks for everything.