*You might have suceeded in changing me..... it's pulling me apart*

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I'm one of those 'I want to cry' moods, just everything is getting to me! As always really! I was ok this morning but its just hit me this evening that I can't handle things. College is messing me about and costing me too much, I'm being selfish when it comes to my gf as I'm so in love with her I always put her first and hardley ever see my mates. To me things with Stuart are still a bit weird so I'd prefer if he would come out with me and Judith but he probably won't want too. And as for work it's really doing my head in! My boss is a moaning bitch as its sooo double standards!! I mean everything I do is wrong but everyone else can do it! But oh well...

I'm just going to stay in tonight and have a wee think about things but I doubt much will come of that....