i know that my redeemer lives
fast sunday is always an oppportunity for me to reflect where i am in life. i have to admit that i'm at a point in my life where i feel very anxious and worry stricken. i know i have no control over things, its hard for me to accept that but thats what i'm trying to learn now. you can only control your own actions.
however no matter what happens to me good or bad i know there is a Father that loves me. He loves me (and all of you) so much that he sent His Only Begotten Son to die for our sins.
one thing that stood out at me actually this has been something that keeps coming up lately is that i really need to be an example. i've taken on the name of Christ, i have allowed him in my life and everyone knows it. I need to act better be better.
i don't really know where i'm going with this entry but i have to say that I love God for loving me despite all my faults. and I love Christ for sacrificing himself for me even though at times i don't really think i deserve such sacrifice, i'm glad he did that for me.
and i don't know where some of the things in my life are gonna go but i'm leaving it in God's hands. thats scary to me but i know its the only way to happiness. i know that everything sad i've been through is not in vain. and whatever more struggles and heartbreaks i'll have to go through will be worth seeing my Father and Savior again just to say thank you for loving someone as insignificant as me.
-angela
however no matter what happens to me good or bad i know there is a Father that loves me. He loves me (and all of you) so much that he sent His Only Begotten Son to die for our sins.
one thing that stood out at me actually this has been something that keeps coming up lately is that i really need to be an example. i've taken on the name of Christ, i have allowed him in my life and everyone knows it. I need to act better be better.
i don't really know where i'm going with this entry but i have to say that I love God for loving me despite all my faults. and I love Christ for sacrificing himself for me even though at times i don't really think i deserve such sacrifice, i'm glad he did that for me.
and i don't know where some of the things in my life are gonna go but i'm leaving it in God's hands. thats scary to me but i know its the only way to happiness. i know that everything sad i've been through is not in vain. and whatever more struggles and heartbreaks i'll have to go through will be worth seeing my Father and Savior again just to say thank you for loving someone as insignificant as me.
-angela