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man i've been updating too much lately.
i dunno what has happened to me lately but i feel good. i really care about people. i love the addicts in my dual diagnosis group. they are awesome people and i genuinely care about them.
sure they are rather crazy. having one night stands in their homes, starting relationships in the back seat of a car 15 minutes after picking them up off the highway. but they're people who need help and i know i can help in some way. i probably won't solve their problems but i know i can do something for them. it makes me so happy that they like me too!
this experience is helping alot especially about my mission. i'm so excited to go. david has given me such good advice. i need to ease off the music. he's like my missionary mentor heh. i get to take his picture that they'll use for his mission. he's turning in his papers soon. this makes really happy, i am so genuinely happy for him. i love david (not romantic) same way i love those addicts up there. i love everyone, gosh i sound like a nut. anyways i'm so blessed to have him as a close friend.
i think i'll be taking posed_to_death shopping with me for missionary clothes. I don't want to look attractive for anyone but i want to still feel attractive and fashionable because its important to me. i know that may sound vain because going on a mission isn't about fashion or how you look but i know i'll feel better if i think i look fashionable heh. i've seen some missionary girls dress like this
i don't really want to be dressed like that. can you imagine me wearing that!? *gags* hehe
i have no idea what shoes i should buy. my doc martens are pretty torn up since i've had them for 5 years, i don't think they'll last two more years.
i'm so glad that killyouraction said he would write to me. i want to keep in touch with certain people but i'll get to that later.
also i'm excited about school again. helping ricardo out in his psych class is really exciting for me. i dont know why but it just is.
speaking of him. he seemed down today. i always feel bad when i can't cheer someone up. i dunno why but i hate to see people sad especially when they're my friends.
i dunno what has happened to me lately but i feel good. i really care about people. i love the addicts in my dual diagnosis group. they are awesome people and i genuinely care about them.
sure they are rather crazy. having one night stands in their homes, starting relationships in the back seat of a car 15 minutes after picking them up off the highway. but they're people who need help and i know i can help in some way. i probably won't solve their problems but i know i can do something for them. it makes me so happy that they like me too!
this experience is helping alot especially about my mission. i'm so excited to go. david has given me such good advice. i need to ease off the music. he's like my missionary mentor heh. i get to take his picture that they'll use for his mission. he's turning in his papers soon. this makes really happy, i am so genuinely happy for him. i love david (not romantic) same way i love those addicts up there. i love everyone, gosh i sound like a nut. anyways i'm so blessed to have him as a close friend.
i think i'll be taking posed_to_death shopping with me for missionary clothes. I don't want to look attractive for anyone but i want to still feel attractive and fashionable because its important to me. i know that may sound vain because going on a mission isn't about fashion or how you look but i know i'll feel better if i think i look fashionable heh. i've seen some missionary girls dress like this
i don't really want to be dressed like that. can you imagine me wearing that!? *gags* hehe
i have no idea what shoes i should buy. my doc martens are pretty torn up since i've had them for 5 years, i don't think they'll last two more years.
i'm so glad that killyouraction said he would write to me. i want to keep in touch with certain people but i'll get to that later.
also i'm excited about school again. helping ricardo out in his psych class is really exciting for me. i dont know why but it just is.
speaking of him. he seemed down today. i always feel bad when i can't cheer someone up. i dunno why but i hate to see people sad especially when they're my friends.