RAGE

Mar 11, 2006 13:12

I'm in a veryyy bad mood

My mom comes in my room today and starts bitching telling me that i need to do stuff. and throws in my face how josh started working at 16 and . blah blah. and he payed for stuff and i just expect things.
i could be like.. yeah. and look whre he has been

He got a job at walmart at age 16 cause she worked there
the only jobs he has had was because a family member helped him out
he went to 5 different colleges. and moved to colorado
cost my parents 549743275328573485 bazzooodles of money
moved to nashville. actually got a good job on his own.. one that payed well.. and went to jail
AND HES GAY

well.. mom.. lets see.. i dont think i can add up to all of that

DEAR MOM,
I'm sorry i will never have that much potential. Because I hate asking my family for things. especially small favors. I have seen all the shit Josh does, and I dont want that. I dont want to cause you guys more debt. and I'm sorry I cant get a job because Im not willing to throw myself at them by looking desperate
AND IM SORRY I DONT MAKE STRAIGHT A'S IN ALGEBRA . MAYBE NOT EVEN B'S BECAUSE I DONT THINK IT WILL APPLY TO ME IN THE FUTURE AS A HAIR AND MAKEUP STYLER
I'M SORRY I'M NOT GOOD ENOUGH
AND I'M SORRY YOU THINK I WILL NEVER ADD UP TO ANYTHING.

Sincerely,
Yourshithead

THENN. NOW. SHE COMES IN HERE...AND KISSES ME ON THE FOREHEAD, AND SAYS "heres alll the money I have for right now" and puts 15 dollars on my desk.
I tell her "I dont want your money" and she said "you always say that"
What a bitch?
Does she like seeing me upset?
I hate when she gives me stuff.

I should really just get killed in a car wreck
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