So take up your makeup &pocket your pills away; we're kings among runaways.
1. What is your idea of perfect happiness?
Waking up next to him &staring at him for hours, until he starts tossing and pulls me closer to him. The soft &gentle kiss he gives me then, on my shoulder, is the most delicious thing. It lights firecrackers in my head, I swear.
2. What is your greatest fear?
Losing him. or losing myself, to drugs or to psychosis. Both, I guess. Silly silly me.
3. Which living person do you most admire and why?
Conor Oberst, for inventing such a mystifying &captivating character, with an amalgamation of strength &weakness, that inspires fascination &disgust at the same time. Someone that you esteem for his wise words &the way he ploughs his own furrow. &someone that, without having you noticing, you hate with every of your cells, that cultivates more &more anger into you as you breathe in. Not because of his drugs abuse, his debauchery or his absence of self-confidence. Simply because you wish you'd have written it first.
4. What is the trait you most deplore in yourself?
I'm utterly disorganized and I wish I wasn't. oh! &lack of motivation +procrastination.
5. What is the trait you most deplore in others?
The conviction that they're right &the way that justifies their treatment to others. That commonly results in hypocrisy, cruelty. &I despise it.
6. What has been your most embarrassing moment?
I can't even recall any of them. Thwarting events generally don't humiliate me. I'm humble &I can easily make fun of myself, ten on ten.
7. What vehicles do you own?
A poor damaged skateboard that I haven't touched in ages.
8. What is your greatest extravagance?
Makeup. &haircuts, particularly this one. (Hi, Vanessa.) 2thumbs up to shaved hair &rat tails.
9. What is your most treasured possession?
My Ipod &computer, the idea of it. The idea of having all my music close to hand &nearly everything I've ever done or even been saved in a box, rather than the battered objects.
10. Where would you like to live?
In my current city, but on my own. But I'd like to stay in London, New York or Tokyo. Only for a while, until I get homesick. I'm in love with Montreal, shame on me!
11. What makes you depressed?
Not writing. or not being able to. Blank pages get me nauseated. I get moody and broody and irritable if I'm not creating.
12. What do you most dislike about your appearance?
My hair. It doesn't behave, never. Unless I straight them. But still, they get me wrong, always. Otherwise, I'd opt for my lower body. Ass, thighs &legs. Cellulite, meurs.
13. Who would play you in a movie of your life?
Me. No one knows me enough &I'd always criticize the actor who'd portrait me. She'd be bad. People tend to believe I'm an arrogant pain in the ass &overloaded with selfconfidence. Truth is, I'm not; I'm simply assuming that no one will ever know me enough to "be me", capitch?
14. What is your most unappealing habit?
Twirling my queue de rat in my fingers, tabernacle.
15. What is your favorite smell?
My boy's laundry, definitely.
16. What is your favorite word?
Catastrope (In French, svp.) &apathy. +abstemiously, because it contains every vowels in alphabetical order.
17. What is your favourite book?
Ensemble, c'est tout.
18. What is your fancy dress costume of choice?
Princess.
19. Radiator or air conditioning?
Air conditioning. Dry air is the result of radiator heat, as in my nose bled last night. &it causes me asthma crisis, sometimes. Quite fairly often, must I say.
20. Cat or dog?
DOGS. Definitely. I hate cats. They're malicious &they're just like black ice; YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN THEY MIGHT STAB YOU IN THE BACK. Evil creatures. Just like Guillaume's female cat. Anyhow, I'd love love love a dog. But it wouldn't be fair. You know, a dog who lives in piles of dust &his own shit isn't an happy dog. POUR VRAI!1!!1!
21. Is it better to give or to receive?
Both.
22. What is your guiltiest pleasure?
Procrastinating. &dairies. &coffee. &gummies.
24. To whom would you most like to say sorry and why?
Even if he'd still be alive, I doubt he'd remember my name.
25. What or who is the greatest love of your life?
My boy. &Vanessa, as a matter of lifetime.
26. Which living person do you most despise and why?
François Saint-Denis. He should die. Why? Because. It feels great. &that's all there is to know, I suppose. Ah pis Cédric le Français. Fils de pâtissier. (You break my girl's heart; I break your face.)
27. Have you ever said "I love you" without meaning it?
No.
28. Which words or phrases do you most overuse?
Gold.
29. What has been your biggest disappointment?
Christian-Étienne Saint-Gelais.
30. What is your greatest regret?
I don't have any. I still wish I'd enjoyed the journey more &learned from it, rather than worried about it.
31. When and where were you happiest?
In total sincerity, on May 21st, on Guillaume's couch.
32. When did you last cry, and why?
Wednesday, 2weeks ago, because I hate fights, even if I'm the one always causing disagreements.
33. How do you relax?
Music, bed, eyes closed. Boyfriend allowed.
36. What would improve the quality of your life?
Time. I'd like lots and lot more time. Ten days weeks. Six weeks months. Twenty months years. Otherwise, only a few days ago, I would have said sex. Definitely sex. &motivation. Sir, I want some more.
37. What do you consider your greatest achievement?
Me against the drugs &sex abuse. &me winning the fight. That's what I'm the most proud about, I believe.
38. What keeps you awake at night?
Silence.
39. What song would you like played at your funeral?
Play Crack the Sky, by Br&New. But you already knew that, didn't you?
40. How would you like to be remembered?
Like he does. Even if it's sometimes annoying, it's flattering. He might have idealized me. But it makes me feel at the top of the world.
41. What is the most important lesson life has taught you?
Most people exist, but you must live. Thanks, Mister Wilde.
Waking up next to him &staring at him for hours, until he starts tossing and pulls me closer to him. The soft &gentle kiss he gives me then, on my shoulder, is the most delicious thing. It lights firecrackers in my head, I swear.
2. What is your greatest fear?
Losing him. or losing myself, to drugs or to psychosis. Both, I guess. Silly silly me.
3. Which living person do you most admire and why?
Conor Oberst, for inventing such a mystifying &captivating character, with an amalgamation of strength &weakness, that inspires fascination &disgust at the same time. Someone that you esteem for his wise words &the way he ploughs his own furrow. &someone that, without having you noticing, you hate with every of your cells, that cultivates more &more anger into you as you breathe in. Not because of his drugs abuse, his debauchery or his absence of self-confidence. Simply because you wish you'd have written it first.
4. What is the trait you most deplore in yourself?
I'm utterly disorganized and I wish I wasn't. oh! &lack of motivation +procrastination.
5. What is the trait you most deplore in others?
The conviction that they're right &the way that justifies their treatment to others. That commonly results in hypocrisy, cruelty. &I despise it.
6. What has been your most embarrassing moment?
I can't even recall any of them. Thwarting events generally don't humiliate me. I'm humble &I can easily make fun of myself, ten on ten.
7. What vehicles do you own?
A poor damaged skateboard that I haven't touched in ages.
8. What is your greatest extravagance?
Makeup. &haircuts, particularly this one. (Hi, Vanessa.) 2thumbs up to shaved hair &rat tails.
9. What is your most treasured possession?
My Ipod &computer, the idea of it. The idea of having all my music close to hand &nearly everything I've ever done or even been saved in a box, rather than the battered objects.
10. Where would you like to live?
In my current city, but on my own. But I'd like to stay in London, New York or Tokyo. Only for a while, until I get homesick. I'm in love with Montreal, shame on me!
11. What makes you depressed?
Not writing. or not being able to. Blank pages get me nauseated. I get moody and broody and irritable if I'm not creating.
12. What do you most dislike about your appearance?
My hair. It doesn't behave, never. Unless I straight them. But still, they get me wrong, always. Otherwise, I'd opt for my lower body. Ass, thighs &legs. Cellulite, meurs.
13. Who would play you in a movie of your life?
Me. No one knows me enough &I'd always criticize the actor who'd portrait me. She'd be bad. People tend to believe I'm an arrogant pain in the ass &overloaded with selfconfidence. Truth is, I'm not; I'm simply assuming that no one will ever know me enough to "be me", capitch?
14. What is your most unappealing habit?
Twirling my queue de rat in my fingers, tabernacle.
15. What is your favorite smell?
My boy's laundry, definitely.
16. What is your favorite word?
Catastrope (In French, svp.) &apathy. +abstemiously, because it contains every vowels in alphabetical order.
17. What is your favourite book?
Ensemble, c'est tout.
18. What is your fancy dress costume of choice?
Princess.
19. Radiator or air conditioning?
Air conditioning. Dry air is the result of radiator heat, as in my nose bled last night. &it causes me asthma crisis, sometimes. Quite fairly often, must I say.
20. Cat or dog?
DOGS. Definitely. I hate cats. They're malicious &they're just like black ice; YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN THEY MIGHT STAB YOU IN THE BACK. Evil creatures. Just like Guillaume's female cat. Anyhow, I'd love love love a dog. But it wouldn't be fair. You know, a dog who lives in piles of dust &his own shit isn't an happy dog. POUR VRAI!1!!1!
21. Is it better to give or to receive?
Both.
22. What is your guiltiest pleasure?
Procrastinating. &dairies. &coffee. &gummies.
24. To whom would you most like to say sorry and why?
Even if he'd still be alive, I doubt he'd remember my name.
25. What or who is the greatest love of your life?
My boy. &Vanessa, as a matter of lifetime.
26. Which living person do you most despise and why?
François Saint-Denis. He should die. Why? Because. It feels great. &that's all there is to know, I suppose. Ah pis Cédric le Français. Fils de pâtissier. (You break my girl's heart; I break your face.)
27. Have you ever said "I love you" without meaning it?
No.
28. Which words or phrases do you most overuse?
Gold.
29. What has been your biggest disappointment?
Christian-Étienne Saint-Gelais.
30. What is your greatest regret?
I don't have any. I still wish I'd enjoyed the journey more &learned from it, rather than worried about it.
31. When and where were you happiest?
In total sincerity, on May 21st, on Guillaume's couch.
32. When did you last cry, and why?
Wednesday, 2weeks ago, because I hate fights, even if I'm the one always causing disagreements.
33. How do you relax?
Music, bed, eyes closed. Boyfriend allowed.
36. What would improve the quality of your life?
Time. I'd like lots and lot more time. Ten days weeks. Six weeks months. Twenty months years. Otherwise, only a few days ago, I would have said sex. Definitely sex. &motivation. Sir, I want some more.
37. What do you consider your greatest achievement?
Me against the drugs &sex abuse. &me winning the fight. That's what I'm the most proud about, I believe.
38. What keeps you awake at night?
Silence.
39. What song would you like played at your funeral?
Play Crack the Sky, by Br&New. But you already knew that, didn't you?
40. How would you like to be remembered?
Like he does. Even if it's sometimes annoying, it's flattering. He might have idealized me. But it makes me feel at the top of the world.
41. What is the most important lesson life has taught you?
Most people exist, but you must live. Thanks, Mister Wilde.