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i thought that going to a "university" was going to change my outlook on school. but now i'm starting to think that i was completely wrong. it really hasn't done shit.
maybe it's because it's the summer session and it's still kind of like going to community college. but even in the fall i'll be taking night classes and those will probably be the saaame fucking thing.
i just really, really hate school. i know everyone says that, but somehow most other people seem to find a way to get past it and keep going. and i really don't think i can. it's the most undesirable thing ever. i think i would rather work a shit job like target than go to school. i don't even see the outcome as being worth it, i don't even want a "career". it doesn't sound appealing or exciting to me.
i'm having to drop my psych class because, surprise, i'm failing. i hate psych more than i hate school. it's a bunch of bullshit; it just gives people excuses for their actions. it's not interesting to me AT ALL.
so, yeah. now i just need to figure out what the hell else i want to do instead.
i'm thinking real estate. i think i could be fun and i could maybe even get my mom to help me get into it. and if i get tired of it a few years down the road i'll just do something else. it doesn't take as long to get your real estate doo-dad as it does to go to school, get a degree, and be stuck in the same job the rest of your life. so it won't be as vital that i stick with it until i'm fucking 64 years old.
or i could just join the army. hahaha.
maybe it's because it's the summer session and it's still kind of like going to community college. but even in the fall i'll be taking night classes and those will probably be the saaame fucking thing.
i just really, really hate school. i know everyone says that, but somehow most other people seem to find a way to get past it and keep going. and i really don't think i can. it's the most undesirable thing ever. i think i would rather work a shit job like target than go to school. i don't even see the outcome as being worth it, i don't even want a "career". it doesn't sound appealing or exciting to me.
i'm having to drop my psych class because, surprise, i'm failing. i hate psych more than i hate school. it's a bunch of bullshit; it just gives people excuses for their actions. it's not interesting to me AT ALL.
so, yeah. now i just need to figure out what the hell else i want to do instead.
i'm thinking real estate. i think i could be fun and i could maybe even get my mom to help me get into it. and if i get tired of it a few years down the road i'll just do something else. it doesn't take as long to get your real estate doo-dad as it does to go to school, get a degree, and be stuck in the same job the rest of your life. so it won't be as vital that i stick with it until i'm fucking 64 years old.
or i could just join the army. hahaha.