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You never want to hurt anyone in life. I don't want to live with regret. I know its a really crappy thing for me to think "yeah..but what if i cant do better and i go out and get rejected" so it seems like I'm just sticking around because I don't think I can do better. I'm confused on how I feel now. A month ago, I couldn't wait to be here and "happy" again..but after everything, I don't want any of it now. I just want to hang out with my friends and go swimming. I'm not concerned with matters of the heart and that scares me. When you aren't worried about someone elses feelings..I never wanted to be the person who treats someone bad.
But some people deserve what they get, I guess. You can give me all the lip service you want. Actions speak louder than words and since last September, your actions have been pretty shitty.
Fucking flowers. All I have ever wanted was a guy who would buy me fucking flowers. "I'm not that type of guy." Well, then get the fuck out. End of story.
I don't know why it always takes me a long time and a hard battle to figure out how strong and smart I really am. I know what I deserve now and I wont settle for less.
But some people deserve what they get, I guess. You can give me all the lip service you want. Actions speak louder than words and since last September, your actions have been pretty shitty.
Fucking flowers. All I have ever wanted was a guy who would buy me fucking flowers. "I'm not that type of guy." Well, then get the fuck out. End of story.
I don't know why it always takes me a long time and a hard battle to figure out how strong and smart I really am. I know what I deserve now and I wont settle for less.