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so0o0 this weekend so far has been ok...last nite i went to heathers house...HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEATHER!!! and me + meg and a few other ppl went christmas caroling!!! it was awesome...but very cold lol. we sat around and talked and had an extrememly good conversation. its really refreshing to actually have a real down to earth mature conversation with a group of friends. so then i woke up real early this morning to go shopping with bryan today. we were supposed to go at 10:30 and didnt end up leaving until 12:30. kinda pissed me off but it was so good seeing him. i just wish we cold have spent more time together though. like i felt like if we did see each other more than it would have been more fun. because honestly 3 hours is plenty of time to spend with someone...but i really wanted some quality time. i see him maybe once a month, and we went shopping? hmm i dunno. he makes me smile though. i have absolutly no idea where this is going or what it should be...but i do know that my feelings for him arent gonna go away...because believe me i've tried. who knows. ugh! so sick of all of the complications! i feel kinda bad though because i ddnt feel very good all day so i wasnt in my BEST mood. i wasnt mean but i dont think i was that fun either. i dunno....im hopefully hanging out with hannah tomo...i'll post more later! xoxo