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so he comes outta nowhere and calls me n asks for my sn bc he doesnt remember it for a new sn or somethin...i ddnt pay that much attention seeing how i was in aboslute shock that he was on the other end of my phone...so he gets online...after us not talking for almost 2 months prolly and woosh there i go again...see first you need to understand thw whole story...met him last year...completly blew me away, not just because he was super hott but because he had one of, if not the best, personalities ive ever met. funny, loveable, adorable, mature, sexi, intelligent, they dont even come close to describing him, and i figured all this out the first time we met. well anyways we met we flirted, but! things got in the way so nothin really happened about it. then saw him two more times and just like the first time he took my breath away...it was a given that my heart would race and my stomach would jump around when i saw him because, well, thats just what he does to me. again, flirted, laughed, had a GREAT time, but things again got in the way. we drifted, talked once in a while, then just kinda stopped. now hes back and lets see...heart? definatly racing! stomach? butterflies the size of airplanes are flyin around in there! and just in case you might not understand y...
purple-me green -him
06: hello man im gonna marry...hehe lol
03: lol but i really am
06: i kno!
06: bc im the love of ur life!
03: how did u know
06: n bc ur the love of MY life and so i have to be urs
03: it only makes since
03: ur so cute
(showed him my hc pics)
03: bc u look like a model
06: yea OK! but thank u baby thats sweet
03: no really
06: ur such a pimp!
03: lol yea but i would quit that life for u
06: i should hope u would! cuz u kno if we're gonna get married i cant have u hoin around
06: it was so nice hearing ur voice today
06: i was so excited all day
03: i know we talked for like 2 hrs
06: it ddnt feel like it
06: i feel like we ddnt talk enough lol
03: i know i can talk to u all day
03: lol awesome
06: u are awesome
06: amazing
03: you are fantastic
06: u are whoa baby
06: mind blowing
06: i cant imagine better
03: great sexy funny
03: adorible
06: hott hillarious sweet sensitive wonderful
06: take my breath away
03: witty cute alwase happy make me want to spend all day with u
06: one word
06: butterflies
03: 2 words love of my life
06: thats four hehe
03: more than words
06: more than anything
03: more than every and anything
06: you make me crazy!
06: i dunno if its healty to smile this much lol
03: lol ur smile it great
06: urs is better
06: but i guess my smile has to make up for my not so sexi voice lol
03: ur voice is more sexy than any one i know
03: serious
06: u cant be its dorky!
03: no it makes me want to listen to u more
06: when we're on the phone i never wanna get off
03: i know i like want to talk to u all the time and when im not i think about talking to u
03: i canrt wait to see u
06: i cant wait to see you more
03: no i dont think that that is possible
03: well we will have to see because i cant wait one more second to see you
03: im dieing
06: me too!
06: worse!
06: im almost dead!
06: bc if we are gonna be cats of the jungle we gotta be gentle jungle cats lol
06: n ur the best gentle jungle cat EVER!
03: and you have one of the best purs i ever see in the jungle
03: i love you more than u know
03: xoxoxoxoxoxxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
03: kisses and cuddles
03: kisses forever
03: love for alwase
03: lol i love you good night
03: smooch mwa
03: i love u thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiis much
06: and not bein able to stop talkin!
03: i love that dont u?
06: ! yes !
06: its worth gettin in trouble lol
03: me too u just make me feel so happy
06: u always make me feel happy! (even tho we havent talked in 6 years!) lol
03: lol yea how did we let that happen
06: i dunno
06: never again tho huh
03: swear never to let that happen again
06: swear!
03: pinki promise
06: pinki promise and kiss it!
03: way ahead of ya
06: lol ok
06: ugh i ddnt realize how much i missed you!
03: i know its like how could i forget
(messege he left for me yesterday morning)
03: good moringin i hope you have a great morning
( the stuff in the different font was from monday...the rest was last nite)
now can u understand where im coming from? yep! hes perfect...like i knew all along. im tryin hard to not let my old feelings come back too much tho bc i dont wanna gynx ne thing...or get the wrong impression...bc i know that my feelings for him never really went away, i just kinda put them in the back of my mind...but i dont know what hes thinking so i'll just have to wait and see how things go...but give me a break! if i even have a slight chance of keeping him i'm NEVER letting him go lol...id be crazy to!