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I want you back mitch. I feel so selfish saying that bc i know your in a better place. and i just want to end it all so i can be with you, in heaven. i know Shaun is up there taking care of you and watching over me. I hope you dont think this lj thing is stupid, i just need a way to communicate with you. i just want you to hear me even if i dont get a response. i even IM your sn even though its forwarded to your cell phone for probably forever, and ill never delete your sn, just so i can see it up there, and get a sense that your still there. and i know you wont get the msgs bc your phones off (i called that too haha) i feel like im losing my mind seriously. im so happy brian was caught. i hope he gets raped in the ass by a nigger until he dies. thats all he deserves. im guna go to sleep soon, please visit me in my dreams<3