RIP hero of mine.
Kurt Vonnegut died.
I hope I can die like him. I hope I can die after I've become respected and hated.
Yesterday was hard. I came across something that broke my heart. To be honest, it shouldn't have. But it did.
"all my love is for you. everything I have in me, is for you. you have to believe me. i love you"
that made me feel better.
although, I sometimes wonder if I ever will feel all the way better. I mean, maybe I am just not the type to give second chances. Everbody deserves them, but maybe not everbody can give them.
I can feel myself entering some dangerous territory.
I want to fall hard all over again.
In weird news, I dissected a fetal pig today. Well, my lab partners dissected a fetal pig today while I watched. Biology sucks.
It's becoming harder to feel.
I just want my car back.
I hope I can die like him. I hope I can die after I've become respected and hated.
Yesterday was hard. I came across something that broke my heart. To be honest, it shouldn't have. But it did.
"all my love is for you. everything I have in me, is for you. you have to believe me. i love you"
that made me feel better.
although, I sometimes wonder if I ever will feel all the way better. I mean, maybe I am just not the type to give second chances. Everbody deserves them, but maybe not everbody can give them.
I can feel myself entering some dangerous territory.
I want to fall hard all over again.
In weird news, I dissected a fetal pig today. Well, my lab partners dissected a fetal pig today while I watched. Biology sucks.
It's becoming harder to feel.
I just want my car back.