Mar 12, 2007 09:01
I have an ear infection that makes me envy dead people. I couldn't fall asleep until 3am and then woke up at 7:45 and I just stayed in my bed until my alarm went off at 8:30. I have a doctors appointment today at 2:30. My biggest fear is that maybe I've ruptured my ear drum or something, because I get ear infections at least once every 3 months, but I can't remember having one this painful in ... forever.
Life right now is tedious and it's heading in all the wrong directions. Maybe this is just my pain talking, I'm not sure. But, I'd give anything for it to be two summers ago. I need summer. It's too cold, and wet and dark.
I think I want to join the Peace Corps when I graduate.