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Jan 26, 2005 22:05

I'm in the mood to complain and dwell.

I seriously miss the old days, like when Autumn and me would stay at her dad's house for days at a time. And she would be on the old piece of shit computer and I'd lay under the kitchen table, throwing cat food at the cat. Then we'd go to sleep at 7am, and wake up around 5pm and instantly go outside into the summer heat of Williams Twnshp and walk to the park. We didn't have stupid relationship problems back then. We didn't have problems with school. Our families weren't so bad off, and summers lasted eternities. Now everything goes so fast, and I don't even have that anymore. I just really really want that all to come back. Even this summer, going up to Northampton to hang out with Mikey and Dave at carnivals and such... it was amazing. Now, Mikey and me barely talk and Dave and me just started again, but even so, it's not going to be the same. This semester I have the shittiest classes. And I need to hang out with Carla.

My best friend has a boyfriend, which means I better catch up.
I've been thinking, I've never had a 'long' relationship.
It's seriously about time that this happens for me...
ISTILLHAVENTGONESNOWBOARDINGYETTHISWINTER.GR.

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