fuck the bullshit.
fuck the bullshitttt! i hate fucking bullshit relationships. my friend ryan, who i just recently met, is siging some damn divorce papers tomorrow. he's 20 years old. he should not be going through this shit... he is one of the sweetest guys i know and i love him to death already, and he's signing fukcing divorce papers. it makes me sad, and it makes him sad. his damn wife called my phone tonight and i just wanted to say, fuck you bitch do you evne know what the hell you're losing right now? i mean really... ryan is adorable and sweet and fun and just great all around. i don't know. i really think i am losing faith in love... it just makes me so sad. becca told me that bryan asked her if i had said anything about "us" lately, and she told him that i was over him. and he said "well good, since i'm moving to norfolk, i just don't want to put her through that." FUCK that BULLSHIT. he KNOWS that i am crazy about his stupid ass and that i will fucking wait forever. becca TOLD him that girls are like that, and that if we really care, we will wait. and I DO. i don't fucking want to, but i do. i'm moving on though. new years resolution, move on and get over his stupid motherfucking ass. he is one of my best friends and favorite people, but fuck him. that's all i ahve to say. i'm done. fuck bullshit relationships, fuck love, fuck bryan, fuck the bullshit.