Oct 10, 2010 15:48
I am in the mood of all moods. Maybe my horoscope/numerology has something to tell me.
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Here's what Astrology.com had to say:
"You feel somewhat out of it, but probably not sick in any real sense. Your moods often take you by surprise, but you don't have to inflict them on anyone else. Just chill out and let this one pass."
Here's what Tarot.com had to say about my daily number:
"Your daily number today is 1. You may have a tendency to be a bit hard-headed and stubborn today; caution yourself against engaging in domestic squabbles. You have all the self confidence you need at your disposal. Much to your delight, others won't hesitate to show you their support."
In my research of these things, I've discovered something interesting about my numerology. (From one site, anyway. Not sure how accurate this is.) I'm an 11, which is a "master number". I don't know what's so "master" about it, but anyway. It says I'm a dreamer, and I'm irrational. I'm too sensitive and moody, but I'm a humanitarian. I'm also often uneasy and dissatisfied with my personal progress or personal achievements. I know all the negatives are pretty accurate, as anyone who knows me will tell you that I think I'm pretty awful. But the thing that gets me is that all the positives, are what I used to be. And I wish I had that back.
So here goes.
I, Nicole Hodges, hereby so solemnly swear on this day, October Tenth of the year Two Thousand and Ten, to try harder to get back to how I used to be. I will always put my best foot forward, hope for the best, and try to gain back the optimism I used to be known for. I will do my best to no longer doubt everything I get into, or suspect the worst. I will be more trusting, more loving, more accepting. I will no longer get angry and frustrated and irritated at silly useless things. And, above all, I will always keep on my rose colored glasses, and see the world for all the good it contains.
You've got it, folks. From here on out, I'll be a happy go lucky Nicole. I will always try to stay positive.
PS. I very much need a cause. Lemme know if you've got one for me. <3
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