I've been having some CRAZY dreams lately, some that I'm even choosing not to go into details about. But there was one with a vampire, which is strange, considering I'm not all about the Twilight series, or True Blood, or any other vampire trends that might be going on. In this dream, Brad Pitt circa Interview With A Vampire, was turning me into a vampire. I can't even describe the pain I felt in the dream, but I felt so safe, so secure that he was going to take care of me. I woke up feeling all warm and safe and coddled. It was amazing.
My reason for talking about this dream specifically, is because it's very true to life. I'm terrified about where life is leading us, and I can't find the words to describe some of the pains I've felt. But through all of it, Christopher has made me feel so safe. I've known from the beginning that everything would work out in the end, and it's all been about the hope that the "end" in which everything is okay would come sooner than later. And I hope hope hope that it's coming now.
The other dreams are rather dirty so I'm choosing to not disclose that information. <3
I miss a couple people, and it bothers me to great ends that I miss them. Because our lives have taken us into very different places, and there's really no going back. I guess I just have to keep the memories I've got and move on. It's not like I don't have plenty going on that should remind me every second that my life has taken me somewhere wonderful.
I'm in a very sexy mood. So here's a sexy picture. <3 Maybe I can have my vampire dream again tonight. It was pretty nice.
I love this picture so much. (Obviously, it's not mine.)