a stupid long entry
i haven't been home since friday morning! i got home earlier than this but i started this entry a long time ago and have been working on it since.
this is how it goes.
FRIDAY
on friday after school i just wanted to pop in to say hi to joe and emily at the high school for a minute, so i did. they asked for a ride home. i planned on dropping them off at emily's, going home, taking my second shower for the day, and then later going to the mall around 6. i ended up going with them to emily's. we all just hung out. emma came at about 5 to go to the mall with us. then my mother picked us up at 5:30 to bring us to the mall. i had to beg joe to go, it took a while.
so we got there. i met three new amazing people who i love. i met Nick Laroche, he's possibly one of the most adorable people i have ever met, and he's gay. then i met Darren from Sharon, he's one of the coolest people ever. he told me about "ugly fruit". then i met Ian. He seemed super quiet but i can't tell you everything about Ian yet. him and emily had a THING. it was super.
then we left. Ian drove me and emily and emma home at like 9:50. then dawn came to emily's house. we slept over.
SATURDAY
dawn and nathan and i went outside, cause nathan had just picked up a bag for dawn. emily was in the shower. they smoked a bowl, i just took two hits because i knew that two hits wouldn't get me high. because im not getting high anymore because i'm good.
i was buzzed and still got burnt out.
then, at 4:15 Ian came to pick us up and bring us to his house in foxboro. we picked up his friend chris, then went to ian's. brian took me to pick up joe at his house sometime during the night. i had a few sips of mike's hard lemonade and had probably a half of a raspberry smirnoff in total. but that doesn't qualify as "drinking", duh.. so don't accuse me of being a drinker or i'll kill you. yeah so we all just hung out pretty much. Ian gave me adderall, and i still had concerta in my blood stream so it was more effective.
ian took percasets and he was drunk. he took off his shirt and ran around, then fell in a river. one of his pant legs were soaking wet.
it was me, joe, ian, emily, cara, brian, chris, kerri, elise, donny, jeff.
kerri, elise, jeff and donny all left at some point. but everyone else was going to crash at ian's while his mother was out.
i walked in on a lot of things i didn't necessarily want to see, but that's okay.
me and joe slept in ian's bed. at about 2:00, ian came into the room with no clothes but boxers on, bunny ears on his head and put this frog that sat on table-like-things and would sing "What A Wonderful World" on an end table. it was really loud, then when the song was almost over he came in again and took it out. it was hilarious.
joe and i got in a fight at 4:20 AM. i went to the bathroom and when i came back to the bedroom, joe wasn't there and that made me even more upset. so i got all my proper clothes back on, and walked out. i walked down the street and then i just sat on ian's porch for a while. i was sitting there crying because i wasn't sure what i was doing. then i decided to go inside and brian told me that they went to see if i was there, but then i got up and they ran back to the TV. i didn't think joe was actually thinking about me though. so i was surprised.
i went back upstairs at about 5 AM. then joe came up and he just held me. and we talked about a lot of things and we were fine. then we cuddled and held each other and stuff. yeah. then we fell asleep at like 6:50.
emily, cara and ian slept in the basement and i don't know where everyone else slept so yeah.
SUNDAY
everyone basically woke up at 12:30. they were all like ah it's snowing! and everyone went crazy because his mother called. ian lives in a two houser thing, and the people that live next door called the mother and said it was so loud. she didn't know there was a party going on though. so she called in the morning and was like roar roar
she came home at like 2:00 and it was just weird.
we all just hung out really. brian left and brought me a pack of cigarettes on his way back. then he blew up a lighter in the snow.. it was funny.
emily's mother came and picked me, emily and joe up at "cara's" house because that's where we "were". haha. cara lives like three houses away from ian, so it's cool.
she dropped off joe at ryan johnson's house, and i went to emily's. my mother picked me up about 20 minutes after. yeah. :)
yeah i haven't taken a shower since friday, because i haven't had time. it was so weird. i take showers EVERY MORNING ASDKLAJSLKDJklj and its gross not to do so.
stupid entry. i'm going to bed. livejournal, i hate you.
this is how it goes.
FRIDAY
on friday after school i just wanted to pop in to say hi to joe and emily at the high school for a minute, so i did. they asked for a ride home. i planned on dropping them off at emily's, going home, taking my second shower for the day, and then later going to the mall around 6. i ended up going with them to emily's. we all just hung out. emma came at about 5 to go to the mall with us. then my mother picked us up at 5:30 to bring us to the mall. i had to beg joe to go, it took a while.
so we got there. i met three new amazing people who i love. i met Nick Laroche, he's possibly one of the most adorable people i have ever met, and he's gay. then i met Darren from Sharon, he's one of the coolest people ever. he told me about "ugly fruit". then i met Ian. He seemed super quiet but i can't tell you everything about Ian yet. him and emily had a THING. it was super.
then we left. Ian drove me and emily and emma home at like 9:50. then dawn came to emily's house. we slept over.
SATURDAY
dawn and nathan and i went outside, cause nathan had just picked up a bag for dawn. emily was in the shower. they smoked a bowl, i just took two hits because i knew that two hits wouldn't get me high. because im not getting high anymore because i'm good.
i was buzzed and still got burnt out.
then, at 4:15 Ian came to pick us up and bring us to his house in foxboro. we picked up his friend chris, then went to ian's. brian took me to pick up joe at his house sometime during the night. i had a few sips of mike's hard lemonade and had probably a half of a raspberry smirnoff in total. but that doesn't qualify as "drinking", duh.. so don't accuse me of being a drinker or i'll kill you. yeah so we all just hung out pretty much. Ian gave me adderall, and i still had concerta in my blood stream so it was more effective.
ian took percasets and he was drunk. he took off his shirt and ran around, then fell in a river. one of his pant legs were soaking wet.
it was me, joe, ian, emily, cara, brian, chris, kerri, elise, donny, jeff.
kerri, elise, jeff and donny all left at some point. but everyone else was going to crash at ian's while his mother was out.
i walked in on a lot of things i didn't necessarily want to see, but that's okay.
me and joe slept in ian's bed. at about 2:00, ian came into the room with no clothes but boxers on, bunny ears on his head and put this frog that sat on table-like-things and would sing "What A Wonderful World" on an end table. it was really loud, then when the song was almost over he came in again and took it out. it was hilarious.
joe and i got in a fight at 4:20 AM. i went to the bathroom and when i came back to the bedroom, joe wasn't there and that made me even more upset. so i got all my proper clothes back on, and walked out. i walked down the street and then i just sat on ian's porch for a while. i was sitting there crying because i wasn't sure what i was doing. then i decided to go inside and brian told me that they went to see if i was there, but then i got up and they ran back to the TV. i didn't think joe was actually thinking about me though. so i was surprised.
i went back upstairs at about 5 AM. then joe came up and he just held me. and we talked about a lot of things and we were fine. then we cuddled and held each other and stuff. yeah. then we fell asleep at like 6:50.
emily, cara and ian slept in the basement and i don't know where everyone else slept so yeah.
SUNDAY
everyone basically woke up at 12:30. they were all like ah it's snowing! and everyone went crazy because his mother called. ian lives in a two houser thing, and the people that live next door called the mother and said it was so loud. she didn't know there was a party going on though. so she called in the morning and was like roar roar
she came home at like 2:00 and it was just weird.
we all just hung out really. brian left and brought me a pack of cigarettes on his way back. then he blew up a lighter in the snow.. it was funny.
emily's mother came and picked me, emily and joe up at "cara's" house because that's where we "were". haha. cara lives like three houses away from ian, so it's cool.
she dropped off joe at ryan johnson's house, and i went to emily's. my mother picked me up about 20 minutes after. yeah. :)
yeah i haven't taken a shower since friday, because i haven't had time. it was so weird. i take showers EVERY MORNING ASDKLAJSLKDJklj and its gross not to do so.
stupid entry. i'm going to bed. livejournal, i hate you.